Monday, June 29, 2009

Roxie

The hubby's colleague found a helpless little pup in the middle of a road 2 days ago. He brought it back. The poor pup must have lost her way and got separated from her mommy. We decided to adopt her and name her Roxie. Now, we have 2 doggies and Peppy has a playmate.

When Peppy first met Roxie, she barked ferociously at her. Poor Roxie was so afraid of her and refused to go near her. We guessed that Peppy must be jealous of Roxie. Afterall, she has been the only dog which has gotten so much attention and love from us. With the new addition, she felt threatened by Roxie's presence. We made several attempts to let both dogs get to know each other and eventually they became friends. But Peppy still gets jealous over little Roxie sometimes.

My Peppy gal, we still love you okay? And Roxie baby, welcome to the family!

Roxie.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Irony

"I have won. The price is high and the victory hollow. The line between truth and lie had blurred. In search of the truth, I, myself have become a lie." - The Little Black Book

Monday, June 22, 2009

I Carry Your Heart With Me

"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go, you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me, is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are, my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of a sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope and mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)"

- E.E Cummings

Demise

Someone lost a son, a husband, a father and a friend. I wonder how many out there are suffering the same fate, mourning for their loss.

It has been 9 days since he passed on. I do not know him. I can't put a face to the image of the man who lay lifelessly on the hospital bed. But I can imagine how devastated his loved ones are. Even more so when they are unable to be reunited with him after his death.

I'm sorry. He couldn't come home. He remains in the soil of a foreign land - a place where he doesn't belong. Perhaps, only in their dreams, could they be together once again.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

A Better Life

He broke the news to his beloved wife.
"I have to leave. It's for us, our child, our future.", he said.
Tears welled up in her eyes. Her lips trembled. She wanted him to stay. But for the sake of a better life, she had to let him go.

With only one luggage, he flew a long way to a foreign land with dozens of fellow workers. He didn't know any of them but it was comforting to know that at least they spoke the same language. A man in his late thirties, picked them up from the airport and they were transported to their living quarter. He was assigned to share a room with 3 others. It was a small shabby room with only four single beds and a wardrobe placed in it. That night, he couldn't get to sleep. He had never felt so alone in his entire life.

He was a hardworking man. He never once complained about work. Everday, he buried himself in his work. He only rested when it was time to do so. Keeping himself busy was the only way to take his mind off his family. But work only provided a temporary respite. As night fell, the pain of missing his family began piercing through his heart again and again.

5 years slipped by. But it seemed like eternity to him. The day he had longed for had arrived. Tomorrow, he would be going back to his homeland - a place where he called home and a place where his heart belonged. He couldn't wait to embrace his beloved wife and son. He wondered how much his son had grown. Had he put on weight? How tall was he now? Would he still be able to recognise me? He couldn't stop smiling thinking about his one and only precious son.

Finally, it was the end of his last working day. He was eager to head back to the living quarter to pack his luggage. But he never made it back that day. He fell into a deep hole and was pronounced dead. He could never hold onto his beloved wife again. He could never get to kiss his precious son again. The promise of a better life had taken away his life.

Whoever you are and wherever you are, I wish you and your family well.
May you rest in peace.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

5 Years

5 years ago today, she was dressed in a gorgeous white wedding gown, glowing with happiness and waiting for the man she was madly in love with.
5 years ago today, he was in a smart black suit, looking incredibly charming and feeling a tad nervous of having to sing infront of a crowd so that he could get to kiss his lovely bride.
5 years ago today, she was deeply moved by his fabulously awful voice and made a promise to be his one and only greatest fan.
5 years ago today, he finally got to kiss his bride and made a promise to love her forever.

Today, she could no longer fit into that gorgeous white wedding gown. Her arms' flabby. Her waistline's expanded. And her hair's perpetually slightly dishevelled.
Today, he could no longer fit into that smart black suit. His tummy's inflated. His hair's grayed. And his face's showing signs of ageing.
But today, she is still his greatest fan and he still loves her more than ever.
And today is the day they count their blessings and remind themselves how fortunate they are to have found each other.

Happy 5th Wedding Anniversary.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Run! Forrest Run!

I bought a new pair of running shoes. Wore them out for a run this evening. I FEEL slimmer now. And Oh! I THINK my collarbone is showing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

My new pair of Nike. Run! Run! Run! I gotta RUN!!!